Thursday, December 29, 2005
hi STC in 3 days time ... again
gosh am i dreading it sooooo much :X
;
anyhows, went to school to buy my
school books today. they repainted alot of walls
hahaha. and my dear school changed the school
socks again. but i guess it looks much better this time
not so kiddy anymore :)
next year wld be a real hectic year for me
i'll try to bum and slack as much as i can for now
(as if im not bumming and slacking as much alrd) =P
heh !
laadeedumm
i wish a cld sleep all day long
:D
dream on -
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
VC Christmas Party :D
the party was great yesterday (:
the company was awesome :D
the food was great ! (:
the organisers did a great job (:
& charmaine's house was funkaye !
heh, everyone were caught up in
different activities .. the action game ! even
father val joined in ! so funny (:
there was mahjong, playing risk and watching tv ! :D
& me ? what was i doing ?
i was pigging out. :X heh.
there was so much food left please :D heees !
nuff said! i shall let the pictures do the talking (:
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the yummylicious foooooddd ! :)
KRSYTL :)
she made this for me ((((: so sweet !
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(: (: (: (:
Monday, December 26, 2005
Christmas eve & midnight mass pictures :D
enjoy the pics ! hahaha, i hardly ever upload photos okay :)
i was gg a little bonkers ;) as always.
isabel as well ! she's being santa ! :)
before mass.
my funkaye partner !
stephiLYN & purseLYN :)
the three (:
jia and i :)
bel & purse :)
adeline & fellie wellie ! (:
kevin with the three :)
the kunehkunehnathanpoks ! :D
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my funkaye purse from kat & cheryl ! :)
all my cards & presents from e lovely peeps :)
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ADIOS !
12 Days of Christmas :)
thank you y'all for all the sweet cards & presents (:
i really really do appreciate them alot. really. :D
isabel for the funkaye cross diamond necklace (:
samfoo for the 2 heart chokers (:
sam, nicole & joy for e super duper nice pink notebook (:
guan for the perfume (:
john, tim & fiona for the lovely big pink bag (:
cheryl & kat for the super funkaye retro purse (:
godma for the cool handbag (:
mum for the black dress i wore for christmas mass (:
louisa for half of my flash imp shirt (:
granny for the hong bao (:
second aunt for the lovely skirt (:
third uncle & aunt for the nice towels (:
uncle keong & aunt dorina for the snowflake pendant (:
aunt jesse for the converse bag (:
aunt serene for the pink handphone pouch (:
byron, jerome, jonathan, stephi, fel, adeline
ewen, sheryl, gerri, alyssa, ariel, charmaine, kat,
tim, jiahui, monica, peter, joy, sam, nicole, guan, francis :)
for all the lovely cards :D
& thank you for all the wishes & hugs :D
sorry if i missed out anyone :/
so yeah, thats abt it (:
have yourself a very beary christmas !
oops i mean merry ! :D
;
santa i hope my letter got
to you in time (;
Sunday, December 25, 2005
i don't understand why i must always
get myself into this shit ..
and now it sucks
feeling all shattered inside ;
Friday, December 23, 2005
dearest santa :)
im think i've been quite a goodie this year.
i don't ask for much, i don't mind not getting any
presents. i mean not so many presents (:
hahahaha, but there's just one thing i wanna ask
from you ....
can you give me my ________ ______ as a present please? :D
or like give me some surprises ! wahahaha :D
so yeahhh.
hopefully it'll come true ! (;
WEEEEEEE !
love,
the good girl :D
Thursday, December 22, 2005
honestly, everything seriously sucks at home
she keeps on nagging
she keeps on scolding me at the slightest things
its getting darn freaking frustrating please
vending her anger on me and all calling me useless .
its just like a nightmare
coming back to haunt me once again
why are all these replaying again
over and over and over again ?
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
VC MALACCA RETREAT :)))
i thank God for the people ard me whom has
made me change my mind and go for the retreat in the end (:
i thank God for my wonderful grp members (:
Kat, Jerome, Guan, Ian, Adeline, Cheryl
7 dwarfs rocks ! :DDDD
i thank God for Fr. Ignatius whom has made an
impact on me during the retreat (:
i thank God for the bus ride (:
i thank God for my room mate Fiona ((:
i thank God for the food we had in JB :)
i thank God for the recreation time we had on
the last day of retreat (:
i thank God for the friendships i've made during the retreat (:
i thank God for the hotel (:
i thank God for Fr Val, Stacie, Marilyn & Charmaine
for organising the camp (:
i thank God for bringing all of us safely back to Singapore (:
okay, there's really so many things that
i wanna thank God for (:
but one thing for sure is that .. i really have no regrets
coming for this retreat and i think VC has definetely grown
stronger spiritually and we've all really bonded.
VC has really made a large impact on me &
im sure this trip will always be in my heart and i'll
never forget any moment of it .
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
God's will :))))
oh gosh, i am deliriously happy please (:
received a msg from mrs leong saying
that we will not be collecting results tomorrow :DDD
oh my YAYYY ! (:
i don't have to be so worried anymoreeee
cause i'll be in town to collect my results :D
and then i was thinking
what if i still decided NOT to go for the retreat ?
goodness, i think i'd prolly regret my ass off
hahahahaha :D
thank God thank God pleaseeeee :))
guess i made the right decision (:
today is sucha great day ! ;)
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went out with VALERY my twinnie
in the morning :D
watched SAW II :))) man, that show RAWKED !
the story line is darn gooooood
go catch it if you haven ! its worth watching :)
twinnie was screaming her lungs out
while i was sitting there watching attentively
heeheee :)
her screaming gave me a shock larh
hahaha, and she's like making funny noises
like she's in pain. haahaha
well yeah, the show's a little gruesome though =P
i had a great time with VALERY (:
its been quite some time since ive spoken to her
in person and actually went out with her (:
i'm a very happy girl today :DDDD
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soooo yeah, OFF TO MALACCA TONIGHT :D
be back on sunday night !
TOODLES ONCE AGAIN ! :)))
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my grown up christmas list
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
i'm gg off to malacca tomorrow night :)
well, i can say that i definetely am excited &
that i'll have no regrets gg for it
but at the same time ..
i hope i can brush my worries aside. really.
):
the anxiety and fear is still inside me
you know thinking how i'll do and all
i really am hoping for the best :)
many pple have assured me and all
& i really really really pray i'm getting promoted.
:)
and oh yay !
i'm in grp 7! my grp members are funkaye ! :D
cheryl lek, jerome, kat, guan, ian, adeline (((:
our meeting is gonna be in the bus :D
funkaye please. heee!
so yuppie duppie
all the best to all whose gonna collect
their results on friday ! (:
i'll be praying for y'all !
till then guys !
TOODLES ! :DDD
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" here i am waiting
abide in me i pray
here i am longing for You
hide me in Your love
bring me to my knees
may i know Jesus more and more
come live in me
all my life
take over
come breathe in me
and i will rise
on eagle's wings"
eagle's wings; hillsong
i don't know why i'm feeling this way
right now ..
all sorts of mix feelings
it feels terrible .
sigh. so hard to express myself sometimes..
rarh
;Tuesday, December 13, 2005
HELLO
EVERYONE :)
I AM DELIGHTED !!!
I CAN GO FOR THE MALACCA RETREAT!
OMGGG. THANK GOD. (:
I AM HAPPY BEYOND WORDS PLEASE
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
omg. im am so freaking scared right now
i don't know what my mother's answer wld be
i really really really wanna go for the malacca trip
oh God. please help me. ):
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Monday, December 12, 2005
Rejuvenated :D
i'm back for YA! camp ! :)
feeling really renewed & rejuvenated
i feel so happy that i actually went for it
even though i was dreading to go for the
camp the day before.
:)
i love my grp members so so much as they've
helped me alot along the way :D
ewen, cynthia, sheryl, peter & zac (:
you guys rocked !
i can say that this whole new experience during
the camp was so overwhelming &
things that i've never really encountered before
and also through this trg camp, i've learnt more
about the charismatic gifts, about the H.S
& most importantly, through this camp i've grown
out of my spiritually low and learn to have faith in
my God and i have also grown much stronger (:
on the first day of the camp,
we had ice breakers by jialing & sze
it was really great as it bonded all of us
and i really enjoyed myself ((:
&
also at night we had praying overs
praying to get prayer tongues.
i shld say i was quite nervous at first
& self conscious but i'm glad i was receptive
(:
night two, which was yesterday
was a life changing experience
it helped me gain so much confidence in myself
esp in using my prayer tongues
& to have the courage to pray over zac
i felt a sense of peace for awhile & after awhile
i started breaking down .
guess it was due to me shunning God away
and feeling really guilty inside and also
touched that at the end ofo the day,
my God still wants me back.
that was really an experience of a lifetime
& i've made really great friends
to assure me , to comfort me (:
thank you so much everyone who came
for the camp ((:
so yeah, thats about it :D
feeling really comforted now.
and i never ever wanna leave my God
oh & last but not least,
i love my bingo gang :)))
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my refuge, my strong hope
always with You
You raise me up
Thursday, December 08, 2005
brown my next fetish color :)
hahahaha.
anyhows. off for camp tomorrow
till sunday ! (((:
soooo,
TOODLES EVERYONE :D
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
changed my layout :D
i realise my entries are getting shorter & shorter
anyhows i'm not feeling well at all today
im kinda down with a slight fever and flu
hopefully it'll die down soon
received a call from mrs leong just now
she told me that results wld be out next friday :/
i don't feel that freaked out now
but i guess as the time draws nearer i'll be uber freaked out
sigh, lets just hope my results aint gonna be disappointing
i'm pinning really high hopes on my humans =P
hopefully hopefully.
YA! camp wld be this coming friday 9th Dec- sunday 11th Dec
well, i shld say im not spiritually prepared at all
i've been really extremely lazy to do anything nowadays
& we're gonna have to prepare for pnw ):
sigh, that makes it tougher
& the worst thing is i might not even be able to make it
down on thursday for the meeting
rarrhhhh.
the flame has died
i don't know what to expect during this campi just hope i'll get the best out of it
& that i may be able to attend this camp with a open heart
:)
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i split everything
literally . rarh !
Monday, December 05, 2005
my christmas wish list
i don't know .
Thursday, December 01, 2005
results coming out in approx 2 weeks time ?
i hope i dont die man . :/
RARH :)
& christmas is just ard the corner
nano ? :)
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i love nick & rolly :D:D:D:D:D:D
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jingle bells jingle bells
jingle all the wayyyyyyy
:D